Wishing, wanting, wistful.
To feel his hand on mine, I wish.
To feel wanted, a deadly desire.
To wistfully hope, futile.
To be proud,
To be strong,
A hopeless dream.
Dreaming, deluded, deceived.
To see him, smiling, a dream.
To feel love, a delusion.
I have been deceived,
And this feeling won’t leave me.
A romantic fantasy.
Fantasizing, fraternizing, fervent.
His hand on me; a fantasy.
I have been fraternizing, hopelessly, fervently, longingly,
Only to get that deep pit of despair.
Then to die,